order to exit / command to love
so i quit my job.
so they gave me an exit order.
get the fuck out of korea, they said, youve got two weeks.
but haha im getting another job, i said to them to myself.
but i couldnt get another job. in time.
lets go to china, i said to her.
why not, she said.
because i cant get a visa in time, i said. a few hours later.
the philippines, said alex.
cheap last minute fares, said the internet.
i just want time, to be alone, to think, about me, with you, she said.
i just want to never lose you, i said. or thought.
fuck pa, ill give you money, lets go, i said to her, its simple.
yeah, she said. though she didnt mean it, it was.
so then we booked flights.
so then we bought matching bathing suits.
we will be in manila in half a day.