Some Night Thoughts from the Rooftops of Contemporary Fried Food Eateries.

Here accumulate the drifts of seeds and dust carried by the desiccating wind. The gutters are heavy with felty weeds and plants as sharp as shattered glass. This week I read that in Shegeg Karo, Darfur, they are eating the burrs. Subsisting for weeks by consuming a sparse barbed-wire salad that they scrape up from the ground there. The children suck on prickles for hours; mock-lollies that crosshatch their tongues with lacerations. How plush then, this accidental hanging garden on the concrete rooftop in Perth. What opulent nature - almost obscene, the turfless grasp of plants. Wild peas seem to be growing in the window seals, everlastings clinging to the brickwork. There is grass, plush around the chimneys and spreading out a green, fraying rug. A lawn grown deep on airborne chicken fats in the effluvium. Commercially sized tins, Long-Life Deep Frying Oil, are stored in stacks. I consider for a moment whether that means the oil is long-life or if, once battered and fried, the label applies to the underlying product. A crispy giblet in the shape of John Lennon’s head under a bell-jar on the mantelpiece. Bullet-proof for years. Batter artefact. Crackling token. Shall I kick these tins to see if they are full?
There is a dry electrical storm gathering the skeins of cloud. The sky is bronze foam. My fillings buzz inside my mouth. Tapping my teeth together causes car alarms to go off. At home my bedroom has only a skylight and no windows so when the first vein of lightning quivered through the sky, the transparent part of my ceiling flashed white and turned everything into a photographic negative. For a moment I thought there was a hole in the roof. Or a huge aluminium bird flapping about up there. The second time I could see through my hands and the walls. 2 am, after a night spent getting narrower and narrower in thoughts, sleepless under the wash of the pedestal fan. So with the weather performing a nice act of anthropomorphic fallacy, it seemed only right to go out walking in the tiniest hours of the morning. OH PATHOS! howled the sky. A Shakespearian night, “blow you cataracts and hurricanoes!. THIS WAY IS UP! Screamed the clouds. SINGE YOUR HEADS! Was I actually still asleep? What dramaturgy is this?
Cats slid like cold secrets between the tyres of stationary cars. My skin turned to cling-film. A strike came down in front of a medium-distance building, putting a background to the night. All the wheaty things stood to attention like hairs on a scalp. The frying-oil tins against the burnish of the sky made a perfect Jeffrey Smart scene. And on the rooftop, neither up with the thunderheads, nor down on the asphalt, I saw a single balloon whisked about in the static and scud. Red, with all the punctuality of an omen. Last week, New Year’s Eve, we saw flocks of balloons rise up the channels above our Northbridge street. Someone, I can’t remember who, wondered out loud whether if the balloons went high enough quickly enough, they might become entirely encrusted in ice before they burst. And then, once they did burst inside their hard exterior, the question was raised whether the balloon-chrysalids would remain full of helium and continue to rise through the strata. A hundred crystalline ice spheres; the beautiful glass coffins of children’s play dates. Until they were melted by the sun. This lone balloon, against the colossal and malevolent sky, didn’t stand a chance of rising high enough to turn to ice. A violent lacework of lightning netted it. The silty clouds pressed it down towards the powerlines. The storm found new crescendos, throwing down bowling-balls of thunder and operatic winds.
I lay down on the rooftop, one morsel on a wide plate of weeds. The fecund sky over a cake landscape, many tiers of comestibles. I thought about what it means to be hungry, to be hungry in a way I will probably never experience. So hungry that you eat the burrs, and the burrs taste melt-in-your-mouth delicious. So hungry that you can’t actually conceive of the gagging smells of junk-food rooftops, because to you those smells would be so appetising as to evoke actual physical pain. Clear skies over wastelands. Apocalyptic skies over eateries. There seems to be some poetic injustice there, some slippage in the symbolic order of things. The red balloon performed helixes in the high-voltage air. I felt hopelessly landlocked, in so many ways.
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Oh Bec, If you had only turned your head just that little bit more you would have seen the other 99 luftballons.